WINNIE ANG

i'm so screwed for tomorrow's higher chinese test.
i'm so unprepared. argh. its all shit.

i'm feeling so tired now. Both physically and mentally.
Just quit it, would you? I'm not going to act as if nothing is happening.
It is happening. And I know it.

I hate the way you treat me like a kid. It sucks.
You're hurting me the way I didn't even dare hurt myself.
I don't want to keep thinking that there's hope for me when i know there isn't.
You crushed it, then rebuild it. It sucks.
Its so painful and I'm never going to recover if I'm not careful.
I want to stop liking you. Go away.
Get out of my life.

sorry, i'm emo.