WINNIE ANG

My hong kong friend wrote to me(: oh my.
It was 5 pages long.

I love JOYCE LO that girl. :DDDDDDD
I shall reply with like 10pages? Hurhur.

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hello? he is not back yet. talk about bad reception? bullshit.
i miss that idiot's voice.

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Goodbye to you - michelle branch.

Talking about it, I got the LAST five at five today.
From next week onwards, its no longer dan and young, 4 to 8pm.
But in the morning.

Dan: OH WINNIE(: you’re really lucky to get the last 5 at 5!
Winnie: OH MY. I’m so sad, I think I’m going to cry soon.
Young: Don’t cry. We’re not leaving, we’re just reshuffling to the morning.
Winnie: I know, but I hate getting up early and there’s school.
Dan: HAHAHAHA. Lazy fellow. Wake up lah.
Young: okay, hold on ah. Starting soon. (sings)
Dan: Winnie, you still there?

And I was caught up with something in my throat, and sounded I was crying. HAHAHA.

Dan: WINNIE. DON’T CRY. Its okay. We love you.
Winnie: I’m not crying. My throat’s stuck. Oh, and I love you guys too.
Dan: its okay, we understand you’ll miss us. :DDDD

Anyway, they were saying I was very emotional. HAHAHA.

And the songs were all either related to GOODBYE or MORNING. And I picked goodbye to you by Michelle Branch.

Allrightttt, hugs to the jocks.

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I wrote this post last night at 10pm. And, I just can’t bear to continue what I wanted to write.
It was just so bad. I cried a lot yesterday. It’s been at least a year since I cried so much, unless you count the passing of my grandfather.

I think people enjoy hurting me. Just so much.

Sorry mum and dad. I’ve disappoint you yet again. I know keeping quiet and everything and hiding away hurts you. Not to mention that dad saw me at cine yesterday, alone.

I’ve lost the trust I had in you.
You left me alone there, waiting like some fucked up fool.

Oh yeah, I feel great. What bullshit.

Seriously, goodbye to you. I can’t look at you in the eye and act as if nothing is ever wrong.
I’m sorry if this hurt you but you hurt me more.
but because I’m immune to pain now, it just numb.